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Wednesday, November 30, 2005

Literature Review+MSN

Do u knw wat is literature review? Any idea on how one can review without literature.
Can’t proceed lab work, somebody spoiled the expensive Image Analyser. Why is it my turn?
The Leica salesman on leave till nexwk, why now? why is him? why Leica? Anyone else can help me fix it? My lab-asst called him Deric. If he’s a leng-jai, then, I’ll forgive him.

Bck home, I was chatted whole noon. Here were some quotes:

  • Sharon said: ‘It’s hard when thing is beyond ur control.’ (I agree).
  • Chen shared voice clip with me. Sound funny.
  • Bebe lau-gei.
  • Soh jst backed from India, said: ‘U won't knw how fortunate u’r, til u go to India.’ Might be true, but, I’m suffering now, Soh...
  • Sacha said: ‘working aboard is good, as long as u dun ever mention abt die.’
  • JN was looking for some1 to repair her notebook.
  • Stanley told me a predicted news.(good/bad? only he could tell)
  • PV, hilariously discussed abt beautifying our appearance & body shape. 「美白」、「瘦身」、「纖體」、「健美」、「保養」, a never-ending story. I want to hear, I want to knw. I want to work it out. I want to become prettier.

哪個女人唔愛靚?

Tuesday, November 29, 2005

I miss…


stl missing…
the days and the people that I used to meet up with
(you know who you are-I know what it was-they know who they are)


Here is the recap of the lil something that happened in the past 2 mths:

  • I was super busy since i started the temp-job at FPAM, the happiest job that I’d worked. My sleeping all messed up! Awesome to meet new people, new colleagues (diff-age, diff-characters, same birthday, hehe...).Great treats by boss.
  • My birthday, Ken-Ken’s birthday, 2nd sis’s birthday (today),yuoh-huh!!: Happy Birthday Qiu!
  • Sick: vomit & fever.
  • I like the ‘grape’ song. I’m really liking the ‘grape’ song!
  • 44.5 -> 44 -> 42.5 -> 42 -> 41.5 -> 41kg… …
  • Chat wt kuan almost 30min each day (journey to ofc). She is 5 yrs older than I am. Talking, teaching, encouraging, caring, learning, sharing, laughing, most importantly, the 2nd last day, she told me an incident that annoying her, YES, it reminded me the ultimate goal of pursuing a higher degree, I almost forgotten, the reason why I made this decision since 8 yrs ago.
    Sometime, we are too busy to settle current task or too over to enjoy current jubilance; overlook the basic, the ultimate that leads us to the happiness end.
  • Pilates. Learn Pilates from frens. Degree of difficulty:8/10, so hard. Guess, Yoga should be easier, gonna start training Yoga before I continue proceeding Pilates.
  • It was a raining night. Witnessed 2 accidents when driving from Cheras 9 mile to 3.5 mile (both happened in front of my car). I was utterly shocked!
  • I cracked my tooth while eating sushi. The day was bad. The truth was worse. Well, I suppose, the worst was the lie!
  • I spent the bonus credit that Digi gave me to purchase 2 caller tunes:
    1)流行曲 by林海峰 (I like Jan Lamb)
    2)If by ‘Bread’ (The 1st song that taught by my 1st guitar teacher 8 yrs ago)
    Call me up more often; you can hear the songs play randomly…
  • Irresistible smile loosen up midday!
  • Now, I’m listening to this song:
    “我不敢去證實 愛你兩個字… …

    如果你已經不能控制 每天想我一次 如果你因為我而誠實 如果你看我的電影 聽我愛的CD 如果你能帶我一起旅行…” dedicate to you.

What a tough life I live indeed.

Full of imagination and temptation.

Monday, November 28, 2005

long lost days...


2 mths, since the last update to this blog.

Nothing much changes, but additional sources keep ruining my basic lifestyle. One of my Christian friends told me; ppl alwz say, having a religion meaning that, one has to commit to ‘god’ for life; to the contrary... is the opposite (I couldn’t get her).

How far does it true? I’m stl a freethinker, no idea… (She knows me well, so do I, guess I’m avoiding instead of accepting the truth.)

My best friend gives me two pairs of angel’s wings earrings for my 25th birthday. I love it. Anyhow, angels on my ears are still far to reach my heart. I have a devil’s heart. I've been living in this world for a quarter of a century; never feel so lose of oneself, myself.

I try to keep things fairly normal and stable on this study period. Nevertheless, WHO can resist from temptation? Especially when you’ve found a unique in a zillion.
Have you ever try on a dress, which does not match ur size? What would u do?

  • Buy it? (wear it to satisfy urslf only whn u r standing in front of ur mirror?) or
  • Tryin to forget it, ignore, leave it? (but, keep thinking of it. wondering, have any1 bought it?)
    To me, for sure I’ll buy it if I can afford. I want to possess the entire things I like (not many, if you get to know me well, I’m choosy in picking my favourite, if u’re that special one, u’re lucky enough to have a ‘master’ like me, I’ll appreciate what I’ve (‘d) owned, for life).

Will quarantine myself for a month; back to the usual routine, achieve my ultimate goal.

  1. study-career---
  2. Health
  3. DO NOT simply lose temper (can you help me to cure this bad habit?)

    How many of you can clearly understand all these crap? Are you the only one? Or one of the brilliant cells in my mind? Thanks for spending time understand my feelings.