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Wednesday, April 22, 2009

Uncle

Does he really need me?
Why lar uncle wants me?
How can I take it?
Think I can assist an MD? Everyone around me knows I am blurred.
Why lar he relies on a newly known, me?
I need bebe to send me to places that I’ve never been to.
I make thousands calls & print zillion maps from google before meeting up with designer.
I am always nervous at strange parking lot.
I don’t know anything about banking, document, insurance, renewal, etc… I have my personal assistant cum boss cum crown owner; bebe will settle all for me.
How can I do it for others? I have no confidence to handle it well at all.
Why lar …me.
But I need a job & money too. Shouldn’t let working life pause.
How?
Should not play-play though, sch told him I’m very responsible. Uncle knows me as nothing but he trusts sch the fullest. Shouldn’t let sch down also.
Hmm… I put the worst expectation that he will reject, when I voice out my last request, mana tau, he calls back & willing to comply with... So kind lar him. Kinda like him, I know marks deducting though, as I’ve made so much requests.
And yet, I tell uncle: “no! no! I’m not so demanding…hahaha”, so fake lar me… Who cares? (sorry, uncle.)

Bebe says he’ll jealous if I mention uncle again.
Okok. I stop here. I will meet uncle everyday starting from 4th May.
I want to make a wish.
I wish… I wish… I can adapt with the new environment & someone could kindly drop by lunching with me :)