Girls’ jealousy (Lesson 1:Are you comparing or caring?)

Why do girls keep showing their ‘care’ to you in order to depreciate you; meantm, please themselves that they’ve got a better life/ bf/career/face/car/body shape/hairstyle/… than wat u’ve got? Jealousy? Relief? Envies?

I’d rather lamentably say that this group of niche are certainly losing their direction to achieve their very owned goal. (why niche? cause they live in such a limited space to allow them think, be mature, feel the happiness, foresee their future & enjoy life) How sad? Their envies over ruined their fundamental plan/ target of life. Or they actually do not have one??

Please be ‘awake’ & conscious. When u start competing, meaning tat u’r trying to perform better than wat ppl’ve done. start chasing after ppl’r gone.

hmm…wat if u’r leaving to be alone? Whr’s ur motivation?

STOP COMPARING !

Everyone should have lil confidence on oneself without comparing/competing. NIKE slgn: JUST DO IT! Stop bothering abt others.

“if you don’t really like me,
please don’t tell people that you are my friend,
ignore as I’m a stranger to you,
never ever try to get to know hw my life is…”

cause, I don’t need your concern.
I’ll doubtlessly raise u to the top. You win!

so,
Dun ask ‘A’ bunch‘f craps abt ‘B’, whereas u’ve got ‘B’s contact no. & e-mail add.

If you really want to show your care to ‘your friend’, call them up, msg-g ‘em, dun block ’em on ur MSN, e-mail ‘em, say ‘Hi’,
Dun pretend to lose memory on a sudden; u’v gt a sober mind;
Dun wear a fake mask to hide ur pretty face.
whnvr u see ‘your friend’, put ur sincere smile on. Hard to do?

BAD HABIT

smoker doesn't mean bad, huh?as long as u smoke alone, erm… or smoke wt smokers, agree?

Couldn’t rmmber whn did i first hold cigrtt. The last time was before I left B50-01. This bad habit attempts to attract me recently—esp. mid night. just miss it! (I suppose). The feeling started frm throat to mind.urgh….. I wish I had a hookah set at home. That’s the only sweetie thng to cure addiction.

I’ve lost my stamina ever since I gt backd from sbh. Whr’s the energy tat gt me up to Mt.k peak? whr’s the stamina that led me walked thru 6km jungle trek whole noon? really nd to shape up my inner & outer precious body. nd more & more exrcs. My tiny dumbbells couldn’t help much.

I want to get rid of:
[ sulkiness ], [ moody ], [ ADDICTIONS ], [ 44kg ], [ every lil’ bad habit ],… …
& the tough one: [ insomnia ].