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Ridiculous-OWC

2011-06-06T00:33:00.007+08:00

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search-key word:【June 4 2011 Rohaya】
This headline is real annoying... I am not going to condemn the club and definitely don’t even bother to know their objective. OWC’s members, please think before you OBEY.
"Dear ‘VP-Dr’,
If you can achieve the ‘goal’ successfully, meaning to say that you’re able to ‘serve your husband better than a first-class prostitute?’ ...
being compared with a first-class prostitute?
Your highness Ms.prostitute!!

Inspire yourself, play this song!
"Little girl,
there's a hole in your heart
and one between your legs
You've never had to wonder
which one he's going to fill
in spite of what he said... "
~by British Band PULP-1985"

Perhaps the root cause is education failure; it would be sheer insanity to cherish your love, your happiness this way...

ridiculous. disappointed

I am doing fine

2011-05-17T21:57:00.005+08:00

After so long, don't know where to start...just feel like sharing this with you... Everyone of you, who are browsing to this right now.

Today is 517,a special day

}'we' are still celebrating this unique day among ourselves over few miles to few thousands miles of distance. Every adding year of anniversary is a blessing to us.

}on the other hand, I work today, strange though it may sound,almost half of the Asia people rest for Wesak day;our co. not observed..hmm...No matter what it is, I had grown fond of my busy job. Learning everyday & hope for a better future.

The beatles' song is on my mind again..."the long and winding road... that leads to your door...will never disappear.....

Till then..good night. cheers :)

鄭秀文/陳奐仁 Sammi Cheng/Hanjin《一步一步愛》MV

2010-12-18T21:12:00.001+08:00

This is cool...real cool..

pre-wedding photo

2010-03-17T20:32:00.004+08:00

It's done. Sam, Wu & Shirley are real superb.

He starts sending it; so do I

2010-02-18T23:05:00.001+08:00

2009-11-09T21:45:00.002+08:00

大结局了。。

2009-08-26T21:21:00.009+08:00

这是第一部能吸引我跟妈咪的 MediaCorp 电视剧。
虽然剧情有点慢，但有缺陷美的结局，太感人。

a week in July

2009-08-10T04:00:00.005+08:00

Flickr sidefeed is not well functioning, click 【Flickr_JUL 2009】 to view more

I love you more than anyone else

2009-06-25T16:13:00.004+08:00

Uncle

2009-04-22T02:46:00.003+08:00

Does he really need me?
Why lar uncle wants me?

How can I take it?

Think I can assist an MD? Everyone around me knows I am blurred.

Why lar he relies on a newly known, me?
I need bebe to send me to places that I’ve never been to.
I make thousands calls & print zillion maps from google before meeting up with designer.
I am always nervous at strange parking lot.
I don’t know anything about banking, document, insurance, renewal, etc… I have my personal assistant cum boss cum crown owner; bebe will settle all for me.
How can I do it for others? I have no confidence to handle it well at all.
Why lar …me.
But I need a job & money too. Shouldn’t let working life pause.
How?
Should not play-play though, sch told him I’m very responsible. Uncle knows me as nothing but he trusts sch the fullest. Shouldn’t let sch down also.
Hmm… I put the worst expectation that he will reject, when I voice out my last request, mana tau, he calls back & willing to comply with... So kind lar him. Kinda like him, I know marks deducting though, as I’ve made so much requests.

And yet, I tell uncle: “no! no! I’m not so demanding…hahaha”, so fake lar me… Who cares? （sorry, uncle.）

Bebe says he’ll jealous if I mention uncle again.
Okok. I stop here. I will meet uncle everyday starting from 4th May.

I want to make a wish.

I wish… I wish… I can adapt with the new environment & someone could kindly drop by lunching with me :)

Israeli & Palestinian need PEACE

2009-01-01T14:45:00.010+08:00

Posted this tagline few days ago...
31st Dec.: On the way to Fei's house, I saw this road ad-banner while being trapped in TTDI traffic jam.

When can we link Israeli-Palestinian up with PEACE?

together we pray

The last 2months of 2008

2009-01-01T13:14:00.001+08:00

cheers

2008-11-17T00:00:00.000+08:00

【十字架】

2008-11-16T22:14:00.003+08:00

【囍帖街】當然好聽﹐但我更喜歡謝安琪嘅【十字架】。
每次自己駕車時聽到咧一首歌﹐都會突然間變得好傷感。個種感覺就好似聽到孫燕姿嘅【天黑黑】一樣。
要對自己好﹔學識保護自己。怀著最初真誠﹔成長。。。不斷成長。。。

十字架 - 謝安琪

Shopping with sis & nephew

2008-11-15T22:58:00.008+08:00

It’s been so relaxing to spend time with Ken. Now I can feel the satisfaction from spending money on someone else… I love.

I know why you did that to me too. I truly understand.

Thank you, bebe.

Another newly-wed old friend :)

2008-11-09T23:43:00.000+08:00

曉玲﹐今日嘅你﹐每一個笑容都咁幸福。

Art Friend

2008-10-26T21:33:00.006+08:00

At times, I may neglect this precious stuff because of works and changes in life. I realised how much I am still in love with it when I found ‘Art Friend’.

Hair Stylist

2008-10-12T23:54:00.001+08:00

睇完10.Fest. 影啲相﹐先發覺自己笠頭咁唔掂。
乜都唔諗﹐我又make appointment 預約佢。
其實﹐對我來講﹐hair saloon 收費貴或平係其次﹐最重要係地點就腳同個髮型師嘅態度。
近年來﹐我遇到咧位我最喜愛嘅髮型師,【Sean】。佢嘅skill 可能未能級得上Jantzen啲senior stylist好, 但佢嘅attitude, 係令我一次又一次再搵佢嘅原因。
畢竟﹐髮型師係種服務性行業﹐如果能夠做到:
1) 唔‘三八’ ﹐
2) 低調﹐
3) 又能分享顧客在乎嘅資訊(護髮﹐髮型, etc.) ﹐表現professional 啲,
4) 兼唔明顯approach sale﹐
5) 加上有一定嘅眼光﹐了解顧客styling 嘅limit, 就已經能留住顧客。

今次﹐佢幫我染嘅呢個色﹐真係好滿意。
如果你都去開個頭﹐搵Sean或者Kokwei.

O.F. 2008

2008-10-12T11:39:00.008+08:00

Sweet or sour? Will we ever find out how the story ends?

Anyhow, a story ends and another begins.

Good luck! ladies...

random pic【O.F.2008】

还能吃吗？

2008-10-04T07:49:00.001+08:00

【Waters of March】

2008-10-02T11:53:00.010+08:00

Aguas De Marco (Waters Of March) - John Pizzarelli

Water Of March - Luciana Souza

Waters of March

A stick, a stone,
It's the end of the road,
It's the rest of a stump,
It's a little alone

It's a sliver of glass,
It is life, it's the sun,
It is night, it is death,
It's a trap, it's a gun

The oak when it blooms,
A fox in the brush,
A knot in the wood,
The song of a thrush

The wood of the wind,
A cliff, a fall,
A scratch, a lump,
It is nothing at all

It's the wind blowing free,
It's the end of the slope,
It's a beam, it's a void,
It's a hunch, it's a hope

And the river bank talks
of the waters of March,
It's the end of the strain,
The joy in your heart

The foot, the ground,
The flesh and the bone,
The beat of the road,
A slingshot's stone

A fish, a flash,
A silvery glow,
A fight, a bet,
The range of a bow

The bed of the well,
The end of the line,
The dismay in the face,
It's a loss, it's a find

A spear, a spike,
A point, a nail,
A drip, a drop,
The end of the tale

A truckload of bricks
in the soft morning light,
The shot of a gun
in the dead of the night

A mile, a must,
A thrust, a bump,
It's a girl, it's a rhyme,
It's a cold, it's the mumps

The plan of the house,
The body in bed,
And the car that got stuck,
It's the mud, it's the mud

A float, a drift,
A flight, a wing,
A hawk, a quail,
The promise of spring

And the riverbank talks
of the waters of March,
It's the promise of life
It's the joy in your heart

A stick, a stone,
It's the end of the road
It's the rest of a stump,
It's a little alone

A snake, a stick,
It is John, it is Joe,
It's a thorn in your hand
and a cut in your toe

A point, a grain,
A bee, a bite,
A blink, a buzzard,
A sudden stroke of night

A pin, a needle,
A sting, a pain,
A snail, a riddle,
A wasp, a stain

A pass in the mountains,
A horse and a mule,
In the distance the shelves
rode three shadows of blue

And the riverbank talks
of the waters of March,
It's the promise of life
in your heart, in your heart

A stick, a stone,
The end of the road,
The rest of a stump,
A lonesome road

A sliver of glass,
A life, the sun,
A knife, a death,
The end of the run

And the riverbank talks
of the waters of March,
It's the end of all strain,
It's the joy in your heart.

保佑＊保佑

2008-10-01T19:53:00.002+08:00

Ken和Ron全家遇上车祸﹐好可怕，幸好人没事。姐夫的车进厂了。
这阵子，有好多预料不到的事发生。真希望全部坏事都是不幸中的大幸，爸保佑，明天好运降临，保佑我们全家。

几时会痊愈?

2008-09-30T20:52:00.000+08:00

还以为再过两个月，不必做工了，就可以真正的休息，做一大堆想做的事。不知怎样，一觉醒来，右脚不能走了，药吃了，也没好转。

中秋月饼

2008-09-14T22:04:00.007+08:00

今年的中秋节特别快乐 :)

F.A.M.A (II)

2008-09-01T10:51:00.001+08:00

期待 F.A.M.A 嘅新專輯到手﹐希望会有新驚喜!

easel

2008-08-30T22:49:00.001+08:00

把easel和画具全都搬去宝贝家。只想空闲时，到那儿画幅油画，送他。只不过，送走easel后，看到空荡荡的角落，突然，心很空，很不惯。
妈妈说:“那当然，都放在那儿整十年了，迟点，连你也要搬走了。”嗨。。。听了，更心酸。。。
如果能永远跟宝贝一起，又不会跟mommy和家人分开住，多好:(

F.A.M.A【风生水起】

2008-08-24T01:14:00.008+08:00

唔知點解﹐有好幾個坐我車聽到佢哋嘅歌嘅人﹐都會好好奇地問:〝你聽邊個嘅歌？你聽呢D歌嘅咩？〞
或多或少﹐我諗我知點解佢哋咁問。可能佢哋會覺得jatuh standard﹐但係聽得Bosa Nova , R&B 情歌多﹐間中聽聽Hip Hop輕鬆下﹐我覺得無咩問題。
其實只要佢哋明白我鍾意Jan Lamb, 就知我點解可以接受農夫。哈哈。。。
頭幾次聽﹐真係覺得陸永嘅聲有D似林海峰﹐聽多咗, 就當然分得出。
我唔係音樂人﹐唔識評。我淨知﹐好耐無聽過一張碟係從 Track 1 聽到尾。When 二姐岩岩俾我呢張大碟時﹐我真係無skip track。
理由︰歌詞‘抵死’﹐一針見血﹐幽默﹐反映事實﹐好sarcastic。音樂都算acceptable。

喺【一夫当关】﹐有句歌詞﹔
。。。我由得你点想我有我理想
我想你每一次个耳筒塞住耳仔嘅同时
每一次失意听到我哋写嘅每一个字
都会心微笑其他都唔重要。。。
。。。做左十年Hip Hop先至发觉
最好嘅创作唔只要你识得我
仲要你识得笑唔只要你赏识我
仲要你想起我即刻笑。。。

我好想同農夫講﹐你哋真係做到。聽咗誠十幾次﹐我仲係會笑。

本人特別推薦：

日出而作 (注意歌詞)、
一夫当关 (Retro式編曲、歌詞)、
肉麻无罪 (情話﹐有邊個女子唔鍾意聽？注意:『每天愛你』嘅代替詞真係好有心思)、
智华闷局 (如果你有睇『志雲飯局』) 。

Funny working life

2008-08-23T18:48:00.003+08:00

Days are going quick… I’ve learnt something, still don’t know whether this working experience will be helpful for my future career. Although works are packed, I’m enjoying every minute of it… When you see ‘bobo’ with busy mood, she really does.

Everyday seems like an amazing trip, I will never know who will call up, who is next? Who will I meet today? cheeky? gentleman? rude? nice? seek for help? stressful colleague? urging? designer? businessman? boss? bosses’ siblings? Dunhill? Versace? uncle? Rolex? Spanish? German? …
Some ppl just want to have a drink with you; some only want to treat us (win-win strategy), some are entertaining, some really need help, some are demanding, etc.
No matter the next will be better or worse, I still need practice in communication skill.

To my great old friends; Jeanne ar… ah fei ar…ah voon,…dimsum next Saturday? SS2?

Lee Chong Wei 【李宗伟】，加油!

2008-08-17T16:58:00.006+08:00

Another few hours more, Malaysian will cheer for the first Beijing Olympics medal bringing home by

Lee Chong Wei【李宗伟】and his coach, Misbun Sidek.

No matter Gold or Silver, this superb genuinely Malaysian team make us proud of them.

All the best, Chong Wei, sweep to victory!

Lee is our true Malaysian patriot

Southern Business Trip

2008-08-12T23:48:00.006+08:00

From Muar to JB, heading towards Singapore, everyone speaks Hokkien, Mandarin is just upon request, gosh! What a Hokkien world!

All I can understand so far: sui ,endao, jialat, behsai, dengcu...etc. Can someone lend me a Hokkien dictionary? Hokkien population is very huge, spreading around the nation & Singapore.
I need to learn more Hokkien phrase to adapt in this Hokkien world.

Look at the pictures; have any idea what my job is? (seems like a carton paper collector).

Conference

2008-08-05T21:48:00.005+08:00

若想知我的近况。。。

2008-07-25T14:37:00.023+08:00

从现在开始，不要再对我说：“你没踏入社会做工，你不懂。。”
哈。。。才做一个半月，我略略也懂了。

同事们，大部份，还满好人。说不说我是非，那可管不了，不让我听到就已经很好。

其它的，我不懂，我只知道我还满喜欢这份工作。

当然，‘两头蛇’ 还是会有。在众人面前对我说：“真的，有什么不懂，问我。”背着人群又发我脾气，一脸不耐烦的老板样(又不是老板)，还真令人受不了。算了啦。。。我才不会讨好/ 跟你拼/ 什么。。。反正都没人能做到让全世界喜欢，索性就别理好了。

虽然，诉一大堆苦，但，还是被宝贝看穿（我加入新工司后，开心多了）。
那一些常来交流、请吃、谈生意的supplier 都很容易相处。不管是来自哪个国家，我就是喜欢观察他们说话的方式。

见最多的，就是那位香港老板，哈哈。。。认识他之后，我才知道，讲广东话也会有压力，(e.g. You= lei/ nei ? ; Friday= sing-kei-ngm/ ~~lai-bai-ngm~~)哈哈。。。有时，我觉得自己好像它家公司out source 来本公司。

总之，你对人好，人对你好，人知常情。

何德何能？

2008-06-14T02:08:00.003+08:00

不该喝二姐给的白咖啡，害我到现在还睡不着。
这两个月，都在忙着写 conference paper 和找适合的工。一次又一次失败，关心我的人都这样劝我：〔慢慢来，你又没等钱开饭〕。我确实是个穷人，只不过，他们都知道我没什么生活负担。其实，最逼迫的原因是我的年龄和工作经验根本不是正常人的标准。失败的主要原因，大概也只能怪自己太执著，当然，那性别歧视的经理也真｀令人难忘＇．．．

好高兴，前天，终于有一位GM对我说，我的学历对他公司有帮助。还真的有机会让我遇上这个人。今天，另一家之前去interview 的公司也回复。他们都能接受没工作经验的我。
最不在掌握中的，都已经做到了。不可思议。
虽然如此，一想到，即将面临全新的 community，还是会有点慌。
（再回想，当初还不是自己找某生人，才能遇上让我无数次感到亏欠的 Prof. 和 Mr.Lim 吗？不把某生人想的那么可怕，他们就有可能是好人。）

我常在忙自己的事，对于大家给我的鼓励和帮助，我究竟何得何能？

感谢：
对我有期望，让我选自己喜欢的工作，耐心陪我等待的家人，宝贝，Prof. 和Mr.Lim。
陪我聊天等interviewer，永远支持我的Saw。
常给我安慰和鼓励的 JN，Meg，Pat， Yean， Evan， May， San．．．
介绍我去他们公司/工作的 Yong，Tiam，Chennile，Siew，JN，Fei ，SN．．．
常逗我开心的 Ken, Ron, Sean 和 Sammi。

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2008-05-27T22:06:00.006+08:00

屡战屡败；屡败屡战。

A tribute to the survivors and the victims’ families

2008-05-19T01:28:00.012+08:00

How good if after April fool, ‘May fool’ followed? Could anyone tell me the daily news headline were just crappy lies? It’s freaking scary!
Elisabeth and her children suffered from the pitiful cellar life, the Myanmar refugees after the deadly cyclone and the earthquake victims in China.
(I ain’t a reporter, sorry for not reporting much details here.)

Neither of them relates me, I don’t know why, it grieved me. Emotionally, it grieved me… grieving for their pain and fear. Why were these happening to people?

Dear you, no matter who you are,
Failure… lost… illness… lovelorn… mistake… obstacle… etc. None of these gives us a reason to give up our life. Anything else worse than the news above happening to you? People have struggled mightily to survive. So, what’s your trouble compared to these?

有什么比没有权力选择和改善自己的命运更惨?

Please live your life strong FOR yourself and your loved ones. (I definitely care for you, though we seldom meet.)

Hope they could rebuild their life and home completely after the tragic nightmare.

Truly wishes.

always on my playlist

2008-05-18T23:28:00.000+08:00

When Sam & the LEEs meet Sam Lee...

2008-04-28T07:46:00.001+08:00

short trip

2008-04-21T01:39:00.002+08:00

We planned for a short trip since a month ago, didn’t know where the urge came, I was in a desperate attempt to leave the city. Initially, we wanted to go Pangkor, but it’s the raining season at the west coast now; thus, we moved to the east coast.

Needless to talk about the resort, I admitted, I had made the wrong decision. All I can praise, and is the one and only reason, room hygiene, PASS. It was unexpectedly clean. Apart from this, there’re heaps of lies from the online pictures… hai…

The PAK SU Seafood Restaurant【老叔釀蟹海鮮樓】 is excellent. Take your time browse to their official web page. We ordered the chef’s recommended nyonya steam fish and ‘forgotten what’ prawn. Not a single drop of the gravy left, *exaggerate*, ya… it is exaggeratedly delicious! Nothing can be much better in K.L., as I have tried the impressive ones here.

As we didn’t prepare insect repellent, my dear bf wanted to buy me ‘maen-hiong’ on the way back to the resort. He told the sundries store Pakcik that he was looking for the ‘yang hijau, bakar untuk halau nyamuk’…. gosh! I guess that Pakcik must be laughing to dead. Pakcik replied sarcastically: ”Ini panggil lingkaran nyamuk”.

Can you believe that he primarily studied in a Malay school?

Balok Beach: we had a good time thr,

Teluk Chempedak

Moving along, we went to Teluk Chempedak, the famous seashore in Kuantan, I would say that it was a well-landscape-designed tourism spot. No doubt, this scenic seashore was seemingly look great from far, lined with casuarinas and Rhu trees, rocks; but when I walked down the stair, the higher level (extremely wide sand field) actually filled with the ‘fake’ coarse sand and the ‘real’ fine sand down the slope was only less than 3m widths. No natural beach lor…

Eventually, we dropped by the ‘KUANTAN’ symbolic sign, somewhere along the Pahang River -> head back to K.L.-> 162km -> 51km -> Bukit Tinggi -> Genting -> MRR2, our home.

bao-bei, I got your feedback from WLM this morning. I knew it. Thank you.

Kuantan

2008-04-20T00:58:00.003+08:00

I was trying to capture from the Northern-> South-> Northern part of the Balok Beach. Apart from moving too fast, please enjoy the ocean, waves and sounds of the sea...

Kuantan

2008-04-20T00:54:00.000+08:00

如果這世界有刪除朋友器

2008-04-08T01:26:00.022+08:00

今日﹐係一個人既部落格度﹐見到佢【她】話我
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無
恥
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係兩年前post既。我並無爭著認﹐但隨著句子裡其他人物既出現﹐好明顯﹐當晚出席既人﹐就只有我叫此名。我發夢都古唔到﹐佢會不喜歡我。我人緣並唔太好﹐我知。但﹐點會係佢？

見過幾次面﹐佢對我既太態度雖然並不熱情﹐但都未至于差。我同佢都唔算深交﹐但﹐曾經﹐同佢係MSN都傾過幾次﹐感覺唔算差。點解？

是否有人係佢面前講過我壞話還是我同佢前世撈亂骨頭？我天生如此剋佢憎？

都算啦。。。佢係我生命中出現于否並不重要。我雖然唔明﹐但一點都不在乎佢對我既感覺。我在乎既係我名譽受損﹐寫到咁﹐所有佢D好友﹐認識我（除左一個）﹐或唔認識﹐只要讀過呢篇野﹐都會。。。噢。。。無恥果個。。。好無奈！

我發誓我無搶佢男友或講過佢半句壞話。根本無道理係佢來俾個咁勁既形容詞介紹我﹐總要係向全世界網民個只﹐我就算犯下天下大罪﹐佢都唔會係受害者。一個人誠三十歲﹐還靠從單方面聽翻來既一套故﹐向全世界網民宣佈佢討厭一個佢唔熟悉既人。簡直EQ頂標。

還記得﹐去年﹐我那個認識佢既親人同我講﹐〝今日係佢生日〞﹐我種叫我親人祝賀佢。知道佢失戀﹐我種叫我親人多D搵佢吃Lunch﹐佢需要佢D老友陪。我真係真心鼓勵過我親人多關心佢。我知唔算D乜﹐但係都無道理咁。。。

呢兩年來﹐佢應酬我既表面功夫認真道家﹐掂咯！
真希望﹐佢英文差﹐只係唔知意思﹐用錯字。

俾人討厭同討厭人係同等難受的﹐佢會否明白？

I need a holiday

2008-03-31T16:54:00.006+08:00

found this from Youtube,
reminiscing...
in the year of 1998/9: the days before pentium,the daily play MV, those good old days, polaroid, japns drama, sunset, beach, sand, Ryoko Hirosue...
the ocean waves sound sooo--relaxing & Y-O-U-N-G!

hmm...

2008-02-19T01:01:00.002+08:00

大家都喜欢听他唱歌。

2008-01-26T09:52:00.001+08:00

二姐刚从香港买了他的首张个人大碟﹐他叫楊綜偉。
今天﹐边吃早餐﹐边看第三次重播的 [超级星光大道] ，AEC 还播着第一季。在大马，已习惯啦，什么都会慢一拍。

萧敬藤已挑战完毕。这集，楊綜偉选唱了林忆莲的 [聽說愛情回來過] ，他的实力，表情。。。真的。。。很有吸引力﹐不看他唱完也舍不得离开电视。现场的观众竟然流泪，台弯人是怎么啦?
已经不是第一次看这个节目了，mommy 还说:” 楊綜偉怎么这么会唱?”
他真的好到让人难以至信，你知道吗?
如果你没看过[超级星光大道] ，也不晓得谁是萧敬藤和楊綜偉，那就到 YouTube type and search for “Aska Yang”, “Jam Xiao” 。
还有，还有。。。一定要click以下这个，使我、我姐姐和我mommy都不愿转台的一幕:
超级星光大道-楊綜偉:林忆莲 [聽說愛情回來過]

专辑名称：最好的[The Best Of Sandy]　　　　　　　
出版年代：2003年
发行公司：华纳唱片
歌手姓名：林忆莲
词曲作者：作词：李偲菘　作曲：李偲菘　

在朋友那儿听说　痴心的你曾回来过

想请他替我向你问候　只为了怕见了说不出口

你对以往的感触还多不多　

曾让我心碎的你　我依然深爱着

在朋友那儿听说　痴心的你曾找过我　

我要他帮我对你隐瞒　只是怕见了面会更难过　

我对以往的感触还那么多　

曾给我幸福的你　我依然深深爱着

有一种想见不敢见的伤痛　有一种爱还埋藏在我心中　

我只能把你放在我的心中　

这一种想见不能见的伤痛　让我对你的思念越来越浓　

我却只能把你　把你放在我心中

对你的声音　你的影　你的手　

我发誓说我没有忘记过

而关于你选择了现在的他　我只能说我有些难过　

我也真心真意的等过

Red Shoe

2008-01-19T23:53:00.000+08:00

Rockin’ Reptile Vs. Giselle Black

Which one is the original/imitation?

I bought the Giselle Black during Robinsons sales in Nov’ 2007… Did I make the right decision? I spotted it when I first visited Robinsons 3 months ago, loved it at first sight, bebe said it was too expensive (not formal wear; not leather; not high heel), not worth to buy a pair of trendy shoe at this price just to wear it at leisure, and thus, I waited…thinking about it night and day. After one week, I got it at 30% off.

This day, I saw this Rockin’ Reptile red shoe at Parkson’s display window, what a shock! EXACTLY the SAME, OMG!

asian cook

2008-01-08T19:15:00.000+08:00

While looking for the old notes for the new term teaching, I found a cookbook that I’ve purchased months ago. Since mom and sis are going to leave me alone at home for a couple of days, hmm.... I shall see what can I get for bebe & myself :)

He said:'"Open the drawer, a pressie for you"

2007-12-25T22:23:00.000+08:00

Thank you bebe.

I like the snowflakes!

I love you.

林夕

2007-11-07T17:31:00.000+08:00

最近﹐聽最多嘅歌就係咧一首﹐楊千嬅嘅新歌【陌路】﹐好basic嘅acoustic guitar, percussion, 電子琴﹐穿插少少 electric guitar。。。加上千嬅好感慨咁唱出林夕寫嘅詞。啱啱好﹐就夠﹐實在太動聽。

我諗我越來越鍾意林夕。

林夕咧個夢（梦）﹐滿滿生活哲學﹐灌輸我思想﹔陪我成長﹔陪我渡過每一個孤獨時刻﹔陪我思考﹔說穿我心聲﹐陪我保守每一個秘密。

嬲。自己

2007-10-29T23:56:00.000+08:00

生平第一次，似梦似真。
清醒，却控制不了自己嘅一举一动。
好討厭！可唔可以没有下一次？
惩罚嗎？
如果係，可唔可以换个方式？
好討厭咧种漂浮嘅感觉 (更討厭自己嘅任性)。

『不能說的。秘密』

2007-09-14T01:41:00.000+08:00

刚看完『不能說的。秘密』，还真不赖。故事新鲜。
可是，如果你也看过以下这四部电影，

『情书-Love Letter』、『触不到的恋人-Il Mare』、

『The Lake House』和『不能說的。秘密』。
该也跟我一样，总觉得，在某程度上，有些雷同，并不算抄袭，只是背景和拍摄的形式有点相似。。。
毕竟，都是一些要让观众看到最后一幕才“明白” 的电影。
一段发生了的恋情，
却因为时差，而“难得” 相恋；
或因错过机会而遗憾终身，留下缺陷美，让人心酸、无奈。

如果只跟着周杰伦所安排的故事形式，投入剧情，确实感人。

反正看fiction的电影，就该投入和想像，才能享受。

只不过，再怎样的投入，我还是有点疑问：
1）为什么二十年后的“大勇” 会智障呢？
2）既然只有“小路”能看到来到现代的“小雨”（是因为他是第一个见到她的人），那么，为什么“大勇” 也能看到“小雨” 生气的哭着离开？“晴依” 也在他们斗琴时，跟“小雨” 交谈？

A man who does not buy flower

2007-09-03T01:16:00.000+08:00

This is utterly special. Recap of my conversation with a young lecturer (He doesn't teach me, we're more like friends).

Me: when will you go to Cameron to collect specimen again?
Lecturer: why?
Me: I need your help to buy me some flowers for my juniors' convo celebration.
Lecturer: Sorry. I don’t buy flower from Cameron.
Me: huh? Why? Why Cameron?
Lecturer: Oo… or I should say I don’t buy flower. (He insisted)
Me: I’m not asking you to buy flower for me. I’ll pay you back.
Lecturer: I never buy flower for anyone. (He’s married, so I asked…)
Me: You don’t tell me you didn’t have a bouquet of flower when you were graduated. Ha…
Lecturer: lemme think… ya… I had one. My mother in-law bought it, 没变。(can’t help)
Me: huh? Why? What’s the problem? What make you resist of buying flower? I mean, I know it is die for the sake of our happiness, but, at least, it’s a death for contribution.
Lecturer: do you know that flower is the reproductive organ of a plant? If you pluck it, the plant will not die, it is as if you’re stopping it from producing seed and fruit. Just the same as you castrate (spay) a human! (阉?)
Me: err… if you think it this way… (speechless--I never thought about it… haiyo…) It’s true.

The flowers of plants are reproductive structures whose function is the production of seed. Many flowers are very beautiful, are greatly enjoyed by man, and used by him for purposes of ornament. From the standpoint of the plant, however, the beauty of the flower is important only in so far as it aids in the production of seed.

{The Plant Kingdom by William H. Brown}

I know that I shouldn’t do thing against the nature.
Oh well…
Flower…Buy or not to buy?

Last night

2007-09-02T22:44:00.000+08:00

At Jalan Ampang, he drove through and through…

Searching & targeting to have a fine dining on my special day at ... & later that night, we dined at this homey restaurant. To me, food is nice as long as I like the taste, really can’t tell what quality food is?

In short, the best will still be my mom’s cooking recipes.

Oh ya…I guess I know how to rate these:

watt-dan-hor, PNG AsamLaksa, wan-tan-mee, seafood and MSG-ed food :P (eat most!)

Killing me softly

2007-08-28T18:12:00.000+08:00

Some sort of spreading viruses infected me last week. Half week left away from uni. I couldn’t get any more tempting things to do or any tastier food to eat than sleeping. Vomiting and diarrhoea were brutally violent. I slept 40/ 48hours on the first two days.

& thus,
I missed out many scheduled plans because of this.
I couldn’t give him a nice birthday celebration.
I was absent from the annual meeting, discussion with prof....
Some works slacking off.
Moreover, the most incorrigible thing was, I gave my Gwen Stefani Concert ticket to sis. That’s NOT cool! I want to hear she sings ‘COOL’ :(

Post-sickie,
1) Dr. said no oily & spicy food for a period. It’s hard to get ching-tong in uni anyway (I don’t like bread), this gonna be a hectic meal searching task.
2) Too much overslept in last week tends to change my ‘need’ to have sleep. These few days, I dun feel sleepy at all.
3) This tiny piece of honeydew omochi (green bean paste) cures me from the tasteless sufferance. (Needless to mention, I know colouring may cause cancer, but it just irresistible).

myheritage.com

2007-08-27T02:26:00.000+08:00

a previously bookmarked page ...

http://www.myheritage.com

好久不见

2007-08-18T19:33:00.000+08:00

Maggie Cheung

2007-08-12T18:33:00.000+08:00

哭过，笑过，伤心，快乐。。。
张曼玉:“我只会用两个字形容。。。活过。”
她永远是那么高尚，优雅。
如果你有收看
TVB-S《美丽传说》，

也该懂我在说什么。

真係沒人要咩? 5 out of 7 bet I would be the last!

2007-08-02T01:12:00.000+08:00

Kim is going to be Mrs. Chow soon.

Congratulations

to both

Edmund and Kimmi.

I couldn’t recall where’s the idea came from, it’s a friendship game.

We did this with such candid honesty. It happened 9 years ago, when we’re 16(17) year-old. We had to figure out one’s own marriageable age and the ranking of “who will get married first?”

The rule is virtually as simple as other gambling games, if you are wrong; loss, then you should pay for it. On the contrary, the winner(s) takes it all.

Initially, we set it as RM50/ wedding. However, few years back, we realised the fact of dropping value of RM currency, everyone agreed with the 100% increment of fine/reward. If no one gets it right, we either accumulate the fine to next round (next wedding) or buy a RM700 present for the bride & groom.

We play this game since we’re a teenage girl, and it should end when the entire official members of 517-girls has becomes married women.

I love you, “女人”.

It’s destined…once in a 30 years…

2007-07-27T13:44:00.000+08:00

Everyone is possibly fascinating people by alluring beauty/charm if she (he) is willing to pay much effort and money to beauty up herself (himself).

This statement is not applicable for the below living plant, Grammatophyllum speciosum. Certainly, everything happens to the nature world is beyond our control.

According to Yee Wen, Prof. Wong said, this plant was in bloom in the 70’s. After keeping 30 years of silence, it’s time to the R.I.’s tiger orchid to glam up. It starts flowering again.

R.I. visitors won’t miss snapping photograph of it. Botany professional said this species would bloom every 20 years once. Wow… How many 20 years do I have to see it bloom in my lifetime?

God creates unique little something in everyone.

It is destined.
Be patient to discover it;
Be satisfied to feel it;
Be grateful to the people who appreciate your innate unique ability.

自我檢討

2007-07-17T07:22:00.000+08:00

尋日﹐阿meg俾我一個香港男人嘅blog。阿meg話佢自己好鐘意﹐嘅 blogger (ck) 好 "抵死"。佢recommend嘅﹐我實俾面。一睇就睇咗成笠鐘。
雖然。。。有啲唔係好明。勝在得沊笑。
我諗諗下﹐其實﹐部份ck講緊嘅衰嘢﹐我都好似做緊。
erm….我。。。真係有咁差咩?

The expanded M.V. Mega mall sucks! The worst in town!

2007-04-05T02:31:00.001+08:00

I was told to attend olive’s birthday celebration, as usual, after many SMS, many calls, finally everyone agreed to meet up at M.V..
Normally, the only two car parks I’ll choose are Zone G & H.

Reasons: LESS COMPETITORS. Simply because less cars, easily reach the parking lot (lift) & I realise that guys don’t like drive up to the circuit car park. Anyhow, all these reasons had no longer found after this day.

Before we left, Jean reminded us that the parking rate had changed since end of Apr’07, 1st 3 hours, RM2, the remaining, RM1/hr. so, the most we had to pay was abt RM3 (old system: RM1/entry). It’s still ok, since we all know that MV city is expanding… reasonable.

Yin & me went to get my car at level 5a (abt 9:10pm), gosh… numerous cars already jammed there. I couldn’t believe that from the place I parked to one floor lower had took us 30min. All the way, we could see ppl go in & out frm their car, lay down seat, talked on phn… then, another 30min gone, ppl frm California Fitness came out (can recognz frm the bag & their body shape), many muscular men, etc. hai… Yin (wrk in sabah) & me had struggled to get out of the car >yumcha, but all shops closed, due to safety purpose, we preferred to continue our 2 years conversation at once, unbelievable!

Finally, after 1hr 45min pulling hand brake in the jam-packed zone H car park, finally…. i could see the payment hut, for sure I was “ng-soon”. I prepared RM3,

cashier : “empat ringgit”
me : “huh? Jam pun sudah 2 jam (a bit exaggerate)”
cashier:--smile—( another cashier beside him still pressing the calculator. Ohh… now we know the reason, all because of the ‘effective’ new system, play ‘duk-duk’ calculator.)
Yin : “jung-duk-gan calculator, no wonder…”
me : “the new system is really bad lor… (darken face)”.

I know it’s rude to show him my anger, but this is the reverse side of teaching, I hope he will report the complaint and his stress to his superior. That’s the only way to force them improve.

RM4 is not a big amount, but there is no reason for the M.V. management cheats customer money by trapping them 2hr in the car park. It’s really the worst parking system in KL. Shopping mall like Sg.Wang, J.J or Time Sq. are still using this kind of manual collecting $ system, but, at least, they offer alternative ways for payment like ‘touch&go’ or automatic parking ticket vending machine. Not hundreds of cars queuing up during peak hours, terrible! As an originally resident of “Pusat Bandaraya Kuala Lumpur”, I should be ashamed to experience this with a non-KL resident.

To: my BBL

2007-02-06T01:18:00.000+08:00

Sabah&friends

2007-02-03T02:07:00.000+08:00

已经是第三次看重播的TVB-沙巴旅游特集。
唤起好多以前的回忆。每一个我去过的地方，
不知道为什么，每次看到最后一幕，陈松龄所说的那一句话，我都被她感动得想留泪。是真的，当你在爬神山的凌晨，抬头，看到一颗颗(块块)比手心还要大的星星，你就会明白。
好怀念在那里过的日子，好珍惜每一段在那里开始，结束，延续的感情和友情。
我又爱又恨的Indah Permai，KKIP
我不能失去的女人 B50-05 + yin + JN + CL + CLC.
我住了三年的B50-01
我最常去的图书馆和SST Cafeteria
我的VVIP，leng-yan Saw
我最常见的 lab. assistants, coursemates 和 juniors
我最特别的Sophia
我最敬爱的 Dr.Michael和Berhaman
我在Sandakan 和 Deramakot 的恩人
我最爱去的CP Photoshop, Stephon 那儿
我最喜欢的正宗泰国餐馆，Api-api Centre
我和ah-Fei 的生日会
我们一起的团圆饭和年初一
我们一起的Shenni's
好多好多，OMO bus，YOYO，Likas Mart ， Foh Sang 粥，遇见lai-siang 的那间wan-tan-mee 店，全肉丸的KK style bak-kut-teh… KK的，旅游的，field trip的，... 好多好多，....

怎么可能忘记? 好怀念。

遇上一位熟悉的陌生人

2007-01-31T01:26:00.000+08:00

沉闷，
是因为许玮伦的离开，让我明白，身边所有的一切，都可能会瞬间消失
是因为看了<玻璃之城>
是因为他给不到那个我要的答案。

上網，
不知怎么来的机缘巧合，当我开一位久违了的朋友，A小姐的profile时，竟然看到B先生的庐山真面目。B先生是一位我「曾经」的好朋友，C先生的死党。虽然没有机会与B先生见面;以前，C先生常在我面前提起他，也在他面前聊起我，该说的，不该的，B先生都知道。抵挡不过好奇，在不问自闯的情况下，我还是很不礼貌的看了他的照片(我想，他大概也看过我的照片)。
得与失，得的是，原来他所说的靚仔死党还真不赖，得个「知」字。失的是?
失的是。。。失的是，。。。算了。

毕竟，他在我生命里的角色，永远只是个比别人知多一页历史的陌生人。

到此为止，今夜，到此一游，也仅仅只有这么一次的好奇而已。

遇上熟悉的陌生人的感觉原来只不过如此。

要来的，迟早还是归你；要遇的，偶然还是会碰上。

Amazing 1st month of 2007

2007-01-24T23:31:00.000+08:00

Two weeks ago, my sis called me up at noon.

(Recap)
Sis:do you have any friend call boonchin? A stranger comes to me & asks whether I’m your sis. Quite tall.
Me:yao ah… we lost contact many years already
Sis:ya. That’s what she told me. She asked for your no., I didn’t give, I took hers, you quickly write it down.
Me:ok---ok. (but then, it’s a house phone no.,& my sis only manage to memorise 7digit.) huh? Only 7 digit? How to dial?
Sis: I dun know. That’s all I can remember, you go & try an error. She’s waiting for your call.
Gosh……It’s really unbelievable that boonchin can recognize my sis among all the shoppers in Sg. Wang, she doesn’t know her, I never show my sis' pic to her either. Everything’s like so dramatic, but it happened.

Then, I started to fill in the given no. with 0-9. After 11 tries, there’s really a ‘boonchin’ at that fix line residence, but the person was away. Finally,……….

Today, we dine & chit chatting at Bakerzin, 1U. After 9 years, she becomes an Aussie now, freer than any Malaysian in town does. Recall back our sweet memories in primary school & the tuition-centre-days. When we’re ‘small friends’, we bussing, now, we driving:) It’s true. We even rode our much owned ‘no.11’ bus from primary school to Popular bookstore in Petaling Street.

To her, I look older, but never grow taller, just like the small girl bullied by her in standard 6:/

BoonChin,

It’s a miracle to see you again in KL. Nice to meet your Bobby too. As I promise, I’ll pay you a visit at Melbourne in one-year time, I’ll wait for your arrival on my wedding day (don’t know when?).
You’re always like the standard 6 xiao-xue-tong-xue that I knw. You’re always the dai-gah-jie, who take care of me.
erm……a bit corny,….YOU’re MY FOREVER FRIEND.

Live life with hope, surprise may happen anytime.

Something to remember

2007-01-20T21:32:00.000+08:00

Thanks for giving me surprise throughout the year of 2006/07 :D .

1)Souvenir

doh-jie dai-gah geh sao-soon. doh-jie-sai!

I'm glad to know that every one of you, remember me no matter wherever you go...

Cambodia silk from Cambodia given by ah voon
Wooden ornament from Kuching, Sarawak given by Fei
Bhs’ woven handbag from England given by Pityean
Clay masque, Mozart chocolate cream alcoholic drink & chocolates from Austria given by Pityean
Key ring from Italy given by Meg
Postcards from Europe sent by Meg
Bean bag from Langkawi Island, Kedah given by Fei
Decorative magnets from Redang Island,Terengganu & Cameron Highlands, Pahang given by Ching Li & Fei respectively.
Mobile phone accessory from China given by CLC
Sanrio’s Hello Kitty purse from Tokyo, Japan given by Eroi

2) Birthday greetings

It wasn’t many in quantity, but it was over loaded in quality. Warm greetings from the peoples who love me. Thank you so much. muackkss…

Black faux leather tote bag, Suffolk croco flap satchel & Elwood handbag (L, M, S) from sbb
CK Eternity Moment perfume from yean
LOVEly + touched e-cards from Meg & Rachel
Ang pow from sis
Birthday cake & home celebration by mommy
SMS & web-messages from friends

3) Food

Share these with you.

I’d like to rate the following food with two thumbs up. Start loving them since 2006;

Raw date from Hong Kong¬introducer:Eroi
Kinder chocolate bar, made in Italy by Ferrero. (Kinder Bueno)¬introducer: el-sis
Kid-O creamy butter cracker sandwich made in Philippines by Monde Nissin Co. (In fact, it isn’t new to me. During the 3years studied in Sabah, almost every one of us had it in our rooms, we bought it in bulk. Anyway, we can’t get it in peninsular, only selling in Borneo.)¬introducer: el-sis

A relaxing getaway

2007-01-14T23:30:00.000+08:00

Just came back from the island.

Fully indulged in the holiday (private beach, sand, shoreward bathing, sun tan, scenery photo shooting, hornbills, morning walk, tropical resort, foreigners, family, children, gay-couple, alcoholic drink, cola, shuttle bus, ferry, etc.)

More pictures on flickr, stl uploading….
Everything was abt the same as those beach resorts in Sabah, except for one thing, the ‘Pacific Terrace’, I had an unforgettable dinner there, worth it.

Rnd'f 16: SUI Vs UKR

2006-06-27T06:10:00.000+08:00

Men cried whn they lost the match. Pitiful to see...

busy

2006-06-23T14:48:00.000+08:00

sniff-work, focus-measure, 98.8-92.9-laughing, hungry-eat-full, setback-overcome, smile-‘hi’-‘bye’, read-write, drive-sing, candy-drink, listen-think, sit-stand-walk, sleep-dream, repeating….
out of mood, I’m more like an initiated engine, repeating work…

I was extremely ‘sien’ to death these few weeks….

Perhaps, I really need (to)

talk to my computer. I write blog. (telling ‘you’).
change a new hairstyle.
visit ‘Jim Thompson’.
a vacation.

Déjà vu

2006-06-22T05:23:00.000+08:00

Some of the characters I already seen, but we do not know each other in real life.
Some of the scenes I had experienced.
Some of the places I had been there before, but so long never go.

In the dreams, I nervous, glad, rush, astonish, scare, etc… all kinda emotions, tiring experience…
I sleep from 8:30p.m until 2:30a.m. every night. I suppose, the last quarter of my sleeping hours was occupied by these kinda wasted time dreaming…

I need excitement apart frm daily routine work, but NOT in dream loh!

p/s: contradictorily, be a dreamer is much more better than an insomniac.

Skittles!

2006-06-16T19:02:00.000+08:00

yeh! yeh!

Celebrate the reborn of the ‘Skittles’. Surprisingly found it at watsons, JJ, Kpg.
They name it New littles. It’s smaller. Dn’t bother much… I just love its taste. Remember the days when I was in F4, it cost RM1.65/pack, now; the new littles only sell at RM1.20/pck. I grabbed 4 pcks at once.
Skittles! Skittles! Skittles! Skittles! Skittles! Taste the rainbow!
Forever my No.1 favourite candy … followed by, Fisherman’s friend & Ricola Strawberry.

為乜? ------ expiration

2006-06-05T06:51:00.000+08:00

The story is all about DEADLINE! Everything is up to an expired day… soon… one day…
The given fund is going to expire (1 year duration), both of my supervisors will stop supervising me (retire), my beauty-age is going to expire (senior adult lor...), my properties gonna expire too.

A day should consist of more than 24 hours. The office should open at least 10 hours a day, 6 days a week. Why do ppl start working at 8:30a.m? why not 6:30a.m? why is the ‘should-be-on-duty’ working staff always on leave? sien…
Can anyone please do something to extend the working hours? I need your cooperation, com’on…
nvr drag my work, but I’m so running out of time, chasing & rushing! Ever since early of this year, I work 9-10hr a day (30min lunch) (70%standing), 5.5 days a week (in lab.), exclusive of homework, paperwork& reading. I am incentive enough to get myself going on this journey.

I substantialise my life, but impoverish my purse.

Friendster.com

2006-06-02T06:44:00.000+08:00

Unarguably, friendster.com is the best communication link that I’ve come across. Ppl found me, I seek old friends, ppl wt common interest msg me, don’t have to meet up with each other, they nvr bothering my attitude, my personality, it can simply strike up a relationship. We share our interests, thoughts& hobbies through blog, pictures, flickr, web page, msn,…

Anyhow, some ppl with ‘curiosa-adult-intention’ write in to make fren, that’s awful! & Thus, I set a limitation; my profile can view by my frens & 2nd degree friends ONLY.
*2nd degree friends=ppl on my list & their friends (ppl on my friends’ list).
Meaning that, those registered user without any fren (zero member on his/her list) will not be able to view my profile without adding any of my frens. UNLESS, UNLESS, if they know my e-mail address OR purposely search for me. nah.... Hr comes to the main point!

Princess Taurus says this is the so-called ‘bitch-fight’, where these ppl search for me because of irritation, curiosity or jealousy. They want to see my updated pictures/profile, but they keep hiding themselves frm me. super-duper-‘ciow’-mou-liu, huh??

Witlessly, I succeeded in arousing ppl’s curiosity, jealousy & irritation. Am I able to?
Then, I start questioning, how abt guys? … … They could use fake identity (including gender). Yeah… they could.
Next time, if you wanna see my latest up-dated pic, jst send in a friend request, I’ll approve it, won’t ask you embarrassing que like, why u wanna add me. If you’re already on my list, yet, u like to register for a new identity whenever u wanna read my up-dated profile. it’s up to you…

I really dun knw wat to say, speechless…

what’s wrong if I knw u’ve viewed me?

I tried to be nice, kp a low profile, but, ppl kp checking on me… what’s so special abt a M’sian-born-chinese lady with ordinary look? sien…

...to show a lil’respect, I blurred these ppl’s URL.
Ohhh…… ENOUGH!
san-ha-jeh… san-ha-jeh…

I’m jst not gonna waste my time anymore on these ‘siu-yan’.

Tomorrow Never Knows

2006-05-23T04:49:00.000+08:00

Yesterday, I didn’t know many related jobs publish on classified (today).
Yesterday, I didn’t know many ppl care for me (today).
Yesterday, I didn’t know if I can recover from sickness (today).
Yesterday, I didn’t know that I’m abt to reach my targeted aim (today).
Yesterday, I didn’t know that we can move one wide step forward (today).
Yesterday, I didn’t know what will be on today’s paper headline.
Yesterday, I didn’t know that I wake up late today.
Yesterday, I didn’t know that I eat lesser & lesser... (today)

So many ‘yesterday, I didn’t know’, cause ‘tomorrow never knows’.

One Fine Day

2006-05-20T23:45:00.000+08:00

Why is it so fine?

‘He’ does not come today.
Canteen offers the most edible ‘M-food’ among all the sucks.
I’ve got the 10 new songs that I urge to shift to my Mp3 player.
Lab. asst calls me up. Confirm that I can use the Image Analyser on the coming Thu.
Sample No.36 is perfectly nice. 40 pc of slides done in an hour.
Again, Princess Taurus gives me horoscope guide. LEO X SCORPIO. Thanks, luiyan! You become more & more ‘S.W.E.A.T’ & ‘san-po’ (superstitious). Haha.
Less sickness, at least, bebe says I look better, I believe him.
Pass through 6 traffic lights without stopping from uni to home.

Magnifying every simplicity can deeply affecting my feeling. I feel such gratefulness. This is my life. This is my 2nd stage of uni life.

ah-nyen

2006-05-02T23:09:00.000+08:00

Gigantic visitor comes from Sandakan! Ah-nyen. How dare you ask for expensive ‘sai-cen’? Finally, we (cl, me, Fei & Olive) make the decision bring him to the cheapest local Chinese food stall. No golden axe, greedy man deserves to get wooden axe, he-he!

If u wan me to list down 10 good things of Kelv, it’d be very hard, at least 100 good things discovered from him… He is a good friend; at least, he cheers us up. Happy go lucky; “whatever-lah…”

I did enjoy my time here tonite. Do looking forward to step on Mt.K.K next year.

My best “companion”

2006-04-22T19:01:00.000+08:00

This noon went to K.J., then, was taken lunch with JN. She drv my car and fnd this thing.

Here is a recap of our conversations.
JN: “what is this?”
Me: “My organizer.”
JN: “waa…your life is well organizes, huh?”

errm… It was not indeed; it wasn’t since mid’2005.
This small book was born in 1998; it never left my bag since the day I purchased it. Unreasonably, it kept in drawer one completely unorganised year 2005. And thus…
Anyway, it is back! More as a reminder than an organizer perhaps, I rely on it rather than my hand phone, notebook, MP3 player… Thr’s no replacement. Make a daily-targeted task done is nothing but merely self-satisfaction. At least, soothe me.

I found this quote written cursively somewhere:

“Resentment is like taking poison and waiting for the other person to die”.

No difficult words, it has wisely reminded me by its utter simplicity. Have a nice day.

Twin Peaks

2006-04-02T18:15:00.000+08:00

I have always had the urge to share this with some one, at least, one of my friends, Daniel C. He’s the only person who knw wat was I posted on MSN personal tag line, “Who stl remember Laura Palmer & Twin Peaks?”
I found this imported O.S. of ‘TWIN PEAKS’ on my sis’s CD rack. I was like, Wow!!! My 2nd-sis is the only 1/’000 of M’sian who still strongly support original CD. She said she got it from the BORDERS after a decade of searching.

I downloaded the whole album to Daniel’s CREΔTIVE, however, slightly disappointed whn he msg me aftr an hour saying that he couldn’t play the tracks due to some sorta copyright. hai.............

What were you watched during the days before Astro, Metro Vision, NTV7, VCD, Internet, DVD, LD, 8TV, MP4, before the pirated stuff? Did your mom rent videotape? The only childhood rental videotape that I remember is “Prof.IQ”; I.Q. 博士 (小雲同小吉好重要。。。豬仔來啦。。。) If u’re lucky enuf, ur parents might bring u to cinema, once in awhile.

Anyway, I guess most of you (born in the late 70’s & early 80’s) would not miss out the American TV series that shown on RTM2 & TV3.

Do u remember,

Mr.T in “A-Team”?
David Hasselholf in “Knight Rider”?
The murder case of Laura Palmer, F.B.I. Agent Cooper, etc. in “Twin Peaks”? …

& Later on, early & late 90’s, “Beverly Hills 90210”, “Baywatch” , “The X-files” , “F.R.I.E.N.D.S” ... & my favourite sitcom; “The Nanny” .

Laura Palmer’s Theme is probably my favourite instrumental music from the O.S. before "Forest Gump" and "Love Letter" (情書). ‘Falling’ (Twin Peaks’ theme song); this heartfelt lament to Laura’s death can real melt my heart whenever I hear it…

Falling
Lyrics: David Lynch
Music: Angelo Badalamenti

Don’t let yourself be hurt this time
Don’t let yourself be hurt this time

Then I saw your face
Then I saw your smile

The sky is still blue
The clouds come and go
Yet something is different
Are we falling in love?

Don’t let yourself be hurt this time
Don’t let yourself be hurt this time

Then your kiss so soft
Then your touch so warm

The stars still shine bright
The mountains still high
Yet something is different
Are we falling in love?

“踩屎”! [cai-si]

2006-03-23T07:53:00.000+08:00

In Cantonese,
踩屎 =(verb); stepping on shit
“踩屎” =(adjective); 当黑。 Bad luck; meaning that one is in ‘deep shit’, be confronted with some unsolved problems.

WHY?

1) The Image Analyzer System does not attach with < 4 X magnified objective. I need a 2-2.5X obj. hai… Sales person can’t help much if we do not offer enough $. The only method is using light microscope & do the measurement manually.
gonna have sore eyes… change a new spec… spend more time in lab… being isolate…

2) Bubbles trapped in more than 500 slides that I prepared few mths ago. Thr’s no bubble when I kept it in slide box, but then, after sometimes… I knw what’s the reason now, after supervised by Prof. 做错都未必係件坏事，从头来过的确获益更多 (no pain; no gain)。 It’s my fault, can’t blame on anyone, though. 人谁无错? Prof.都安慰我, 唔通唔原谅自己咩? 有办法解决嘅，就唔再係问题。

最佳損友 - 陳奕迅

2006-03-15T08:15:00.000+08:00

The first time I heard this song, was during the primary schoolmates gathering season. They did call up many times ever since we left our primary school. However, I did not even turned up for once. The reason… I really don’t know, perhaps, I feel so strange to introduce myself again. Aptly, Wyman pours out my feeling in this song. Images of my friends pop out in every phrase.

The friends that i made along the way were priceless.
Ignorantly, I might do something that irritated you, sorry.
The laughs, the separations, the stories, the arguments, & most importantly, the memories; how good/ bad u treated me, u might nvr knw that u’d taught me a meaningful lesson indeed.

I would like to dedicate this song to all my friends (啲‘帮我好’/‘唔帮我好’ 嘅小学朋友们, ppl that I met in Sabah, K.L., universities, TARC, PESS, CRS, kindergarten, 由细玩到大嘅, 岩傾嘅, pen-pal, new friends, old friends, on-line buddies, ex-colleagues, quarantined friend, ex-bf, ppl tat i grown fond of…) every one of you, who ever miss/thinking of me, sometimes, at least once, u did, u stil do. I do appreciate. Thank you.

最佳損友 - 陳奕迅
曲：Eric Kwok
詞：黃偉文

朋友我當你一秒朋友
朋友我當你一世朋友
奇怪過去再不堪回首
懷緬時時其實還有

朋友你試過將我營救
朋友你試過把我批鬥
無法再與你交心聯手
畢竟難得有個最佳損友

從前共你促膝把酒傾通宵都不夠
我有痛快過你有沒有
很多東西今生只可給你
保守至到永久
別人如何明白透
實實在在踏入過我宇宙
即使相處到有過裂口
命運決定了以後再沒法聚頭
但說過去卻那樣厚

問我有沒有
確實也沒有一直躲避的藉口
非甚麼大仇
為何舊知己在最後變不到老友
不知你是我敵友
已沒法望透
被推著走跟著生活流
來年陌生的是昨日最親的某某

生死之交當天不知罕有
到你變節了至覺未夠
多想一天彼此都不追究
相邀再次喝酒
待葡萄成熟透
但是命運入面每個邂逅
一起走到了某個路口
是敵與是友
各自也沒有自由
位置變了各有隊友

問我有沒有
確實也沒有一直躲避的藉口
非甚麼大仇
為何舊知己在最後變不到老友
不知你是我敵友
已沒法望透
被推著走跟著生活流
來年陌生的是昨日最親的某某
早知解散後各自有際遇作導遊
奇就奇在接受了各自有路走
卻沒人像你讓我眼淚背著流
嚴重似情侶講分手

有沒有
確實也沒有一直躲避的藉口
非甚麼大仇
為何舊知己在最後變不到老友

不知你又有沒有
掛念這舊友
或者自己早就想碰頭
來年陌生的是昨日最親的某某
總好於那日我沒有沒有遇過某某

Great Expectations

2006-02-18T01:07:00.000+08:00

a movie about:

Charles Dickens’ fiction; 「Great Expectations」
Finn & Estella
Hope
Art
Love
Romance
Green
Nature

Unexpectedly, again, I was lucky to discover a great surprise given by a local TV channel. The censored version of 「Great Expectations」 is still great!

Starring by Ethan Hawke, Gwyneth Paltrow, Robert De Niro, etc. It is one of the must-watch-repeatedly collections (among the pile of VCD/DVD at home).

¸.·¤¤·.¸Happy Valentine's Day¸.·¤¤·.¸

2006-02-13T01:11:00.000+08:00

When a self-esteemed meets a self-willed, = 2 stubborn(s)
I've been very thankful to have Sam in my life.

A month ago…

2006-02-03T02:09:00.000+08:00

Here comes the second month of 2006 and I realised I have not done enough writing for the coming progress report. Nor do I have any complete chapter for my final dissertation. Can’t drag anymore! I want to grad, I want to work, I want to earn $, wanna buy a better camera lens, I need $ to develop pic! Nobody is gonna gimme $ to fulfil my spare time interest. $$$$$…

The first thing I did in 2006; watched fireworks and snapped night view.
I promised me: “I’ll merrily … … in the year 2006. 習慣就好。”

These pic were taken at somewhr almost parallel to the 18th/19th floor of the Twin Towers (K.L.C.C.). I was standing at the same plc on 2005 National Day eve, the fireworks was amazedly more magnificence than this! (To me, nice scenery is just an eyeful bonus; I do nothing to make it happen.) I couldn’t complain about it, it wouldn’t be right.

Switched to the night mood button without using a tripod, …… as the results, got these blurred pic; nvm ler…… blur有blur嘅靚 (安慰吓自己) 。

恭喜发财。 Getting married soon :þ

2006-01-29T22:57:00.000+08:00

See… see… see…

whenever Chinese New Year is coming,

my buddies must be asking the same question:

‘when can I get ang pow from you-ah?’… haiyo…

all I can do is, reply:

`getting married soon, get prepared your ang pow for me first-lah! Don’t wait, start saving $ now ’.

This is part of our life; this is Malaysian born-Chinese’s lifestyle, hehehe… common phrase; common greeting. We want to show loving care to each other, I un, 有心-有心 (yau-sum)。。。。。。

I had a very few family members’ reunion dinner this year; it’s great, anyway. (yummy… I love Chinese cuisine, especially my mommy’s recipe).

Serious, I’m a pure Chinese, I can count, I don’t have colour-blind, but I don’t know how to play all the gambling games (Mahjong, still learning, since 3 years ago), poker games lagi…(today play, tmrw forget), my brain jst simply dull for all sort of gambling games.

Thus, on every Chinese New Year days, I more enjoy eating CNY goodies rather than collecting $ (ang-pow & gambling). I suppose I have to fully indulge in CNY holiday mood & CNY goodies this whole week. Sleep! Sleep! Sleep! + Eat! Eat! Eat! (unproductive, but relaxing, once in a year, ok la).

My 3 fav most CNY food:

(1)Loh-Hon-Jai,

(2)Pineapple cookies &

(3)‘kuih-kapit’.

Bebe, I’m sorry to hear that... I knw this is the most distressful, and yet the most memorable CNY to you, take a good care of urslf & ur family, can’t wait to see you again. I miss you.

Last but not least, 老套啲，祝大家,犬年:

新年进步
步步高升
合家平安
恭喜发财

Superstition

2006-01-09T18:54:00.000+08:00

過于執著=迷信
過于迷信=依賴

你是否:
迷信宗教?
迷信風水?
迷信占卜?
迷信生肖運程?
迷信塔邏?
迷信通勝?
迷信命相?
迷信星座?
迷信水晶?
迷信輪回?
迷信報應?
迷信因果?

本人是個宿命主義者。
所以﹐
執著于堅持與真誠。
迷信緣分﹐
迷信貴人扶助﹐
迷信“講咗就唔靈”﹐
迷信塞翁失馬﹐焉之非福﹐
迷信親情﹐
迷信友情﹐
更﹐迷信愛。

Mainstream

2006-01-06T01:11:00.000+08:00

I’m kinda serious irritable & impatient person. Somehow, in spite of oneself, I’ll do somethg tat I’m not suppose to do, I nvr regret though. Impetuously get the sudden desire done isn’t bad, as long as I enjoy the journey and treasure up the experience I gained. Anyway, I do hav strong diligences tat lead me patiently towards my goal. It started since 2yrs ago, stl on-going so well.

In the middle of the night, a small conflict between me and one of the persons, who cares and loves me so much, lets jst name ’X’. X supports me all the way. Tonight, I finally realize, X is a spoiler, all the while, X treats me as a spoil child, and giving all the happiness, I want, regardless to the reason and results. I felt thankful but I’m not glad. How could you support without knowing the goal that I aim for? I knw wat I’m doin now, so do you.
I knw I’m doin somethg out of the mainstream that none of the ppl out thr could evr un. Look down at me/ praise/ support/ as u wish/ silly/ wasting time/……all kinda words that ppl tell me. Hmmm…these are all their assumptions. Stl remmbr, a buddy say; ASSUME=Ass+U+Me. So, nvr assume what ppl say, let them talk as they wish, direct or indirect meaning; only they could tell. It does not affect my mindset.

This linkage suddenly pops out;

Wat’s ur fav local TV programme? I dun hav. again I say I’m impatient. I can’t sit stilly to watch any TV program until end show. I did it for the 1st time 1mth ago, a local progrm called ‘Journey with Jason’, and the guest of that episode was Oh Ei Sun. He is such a gifted intellectual. He gets 3-bachelor degree before age of 19. Wow! Throughout the entire interview session, he talks about his success, failure, and thoughts…

He says: ‘if the way you act is out of the mainstream, it is hard for one to survive in M’sian society. ‘
It is true. As he mentions, Asian prefer to work in-group, but somehow, it’s difficult for one to remain humanity and honesty while working wt the ‘mainstream’ ppl. Sometime, you have to praise on what is not worth being praised; similarly, you have to critic on what u thk it’s above average in order to please someone (because of personnel matters). I think I get all his hidden meanings throughout the whole interview conversation. Why didn’t he join UMS before I left? It must be great to have a thoughtful lecturer. He reminded me of every precious word that Dr. Michael T. told me.

There are many routes to success.

Are you enthusing to ur job? Laziness makes some ‘mainstream ppl’ pass every routine 8 hours. Everything is ‘happy-go-lucky’. Lazy to change, lazy to think, lazy to challenge, lazy to learn, lazy to improve, gaining $ but losing intelligent.
Why should we keep the ‘stumbling block’ to narrow ourselves?
Why do we follow?
Why don’t we accept critics and improve ourselves? (Instead of making superficial assumptions abt other ppl?)

Pride makes us blindly lie to oneself.

實至名歸

2006-01-02T02:35:00.000+08:00

啱啱睇完本年度叱吒樂壇頒獎典禮。

好開心﹐登佢開心。

恭喜你﹐陳奕迅, 「U-87」,

成功咁成為今年嘅大贏家。

Eason 最掂。

心病還須心藥醫

2005-12-28T01:50:00.000+08:00

人人都想佔有心目中渴望得到的。

但﹐
理所當然嘅事﹐
誰都無力主宰。

本應如此心平氣和的相處﹐何必當初?

多謝你。
一番毫無主題的談話﹐
我哋﹐
唔再冷戰﹐
唔再做膚淺的推測﹐
唔再要求。
你知我點諗﹔
我知你點諗﹐
已經足夠。

應誠你﹐我唔會再任性的亂發脾氣。你都係。

Merry Christmas

2005-12-25T19:05:00.000+08:00

聖誕假期﹐你做咗啲乜?
我唔係教徒﹐日子都係咁樣過, 冇點樣特別嘅慶祝。好似例牌佳節咁﹐forward/send 短訊祝福大家。值得一提嘅係﹐竟然收到一啲 long lost friends 嘅 msg , e-card 同 e-mail。發夢都估唔到﹐佢哋仲記得我﹐仲有 keep 住我嘅 number 同 e-mail addrs, (內容係乜﹐一啲都唔重要)。唔知點解, 感覺好 warm 啊。聖誕節往往就係咁﹐俾人一種溫馨嘅感覺。

一早, 去 supermarket 買咗啲嘢﹐再去 Starbucks 小飲一番; ice blended caramel 咖啡, 傾吓計。然之後, 去 shop 咗一陣。無驚又無喜。

返到屋企, 既然收到一份 WLT 俾我最大嘅聖誕禮物— “葉倩文×陳奕迅拉闊演唱會”。

好正! 好正… …

葉倩文嘅實力必然係眾所週知。

陳奕迅的確係好掂。

唔需要俊俏嘅樣貌﹐百變嘅形像﹐華麗嘅包裝﹐動感嘅舞步... ...

通通都唔需要﹐佢已經係我目前最喜愛嘅香港男歌手。

I never get tired of seeing a sunset

2005-12-24T17:32:00.000+08:00

Transfer these pics frm my ‘multiply’ page. The years were 2001-2004, pics were taken on 1’f the Borneo land, Sabah.

Maybe it is an illustration of my boredom tat causes me shift in the pics, or maybe it has something to do with the nausea that comes from missing.

Yeah … I am so much into photographing, snapping nice view…
Sad but true, real life will seem very, very boring… almost pointless.
No matter how many words u'v talked, how many hours u'v slept, how many wrk u’ve done…
When you turn too fully occupied by an interest, u become deeply addicted (ppl tat u’ve grown fond of), you will keep on doing the same thing, wherever you go (u’ll keep on missing, whnvr time past), it can’t get out of your mind.
Home sweet home; so I’m here in Cheras. (Has my heart bck home yet?)

end’f ’01, sunset, Indah Permai, Sepangar, KK
mid’f ‘01, sunset, Indah Permai, Sepangar, KK
May’01, dawn, air…
Sept’03, facing Tanjung Aru Resort, KK
Sept’04, sunset, Kolombong, Sbh
Sept’04, sunrise, Kundasang, Sbh
June’04, sunset, Karambunai, Dalit Bay, KK, Sbh
2003, sunset, DFR, Sbh
2003, noon, DFR, Sbh
2003, noon, DFR, Sbh

2003, noon, Eusideroxylon zwageri bridge, DFR, Sbh (taken by Azny)
2003, dawn, DFR, Sbh

June’04, sunset, Sutera hbr, KK

我也笑我

2005-12-23T16:44:00.000+08:00

“我也笑我原來是個天生的。。。

今日全日播楊千嬅嘅野孩子。

Have you ever watched a movie starring by Cecilia Cheung & Eason Chen (co-act: Stephen Fung, Ronald Cheng & Candy Loo)?

<12夜> (Twelve Nights)
http://www.red-dots.com/mkt/12nights/chi/story.php

If you did, I’m sure you’d doubtlessly agree “they’re playing the similar role as ur frens’ actual life (not evry1, but at least one of the couples does.)”

Life, life, life… why is it so boring? 真係估唔到, everyone is doing the same thing; consequently, similarity happens everyday, in ur life, in my life, ur story, mine? movie, fiction, all repeating…. 就正如﹐ 最後一幕﹐謝霆鋒嘅出現﹔ 又係另一個 <12夜> 嘅開始。

Jeannie (Cecilia C.) knws tht she is doing the wrong things, however, she jst can’t help being immature. 矛盾﹐ 糊塗﹐ 幼稚﹐瘋狂﹐ 但﹔真心﹐投入﹐真實。迷失後﹐再尋找。

雖然呢部電影未能及“ 花樣年華 ” 喺我心目中般完美。但﹐最起碼有共鳴﹐ 我了解佢要表達嘅每一個細節。得啖笑之餘﹐也領悟到一啲嘢。

要點先至可以搵到一個價值觀同你一樣嘅人?
我姐講:“若要人似你﹔除非兩個你。” (咁又係)

。。。連沒有幸福都不介意 ”

祝:冬至快樂

2005-12-22T23:13:00.000+08:00

冬至大過年!
呢碗湯圓 is for you, my friend.

忍。

2005-12-20T23:38:00.000+08:00

我唔要再忍。

仲要等幾耐喎?

好唔開心,好難受。

點解?

new hair cut

2005-12-09T18:42:00.000+08:00

speechless---- nice or NOT? no regret.

无题

2005-12-05T13:18:00.000+08:00

I want to be an unstoppable ‘machine’. Wanna get rid of idling and reminisce of sentimental longing. I make full planning for today. wk up at 5a.m, immediately after finished up reading the 1.5inch thick handbook. I wanted to draw a self portrait. Whr do I put my charcoal? errrh… 好鬼冇癮 ! watercolour n oil painting r quite time consuming.

how? stl wanna figure out the way to get it done, I’m jst achingly stubborn at times.
In less than an hour time, I get this cloned-self-portrait done. Using digital tools are much more easily than practical drawing. Oil painting, dark blue filtered lens, acrylic and charcoal all in one piece, at once.

Taken brunch (seaweed porridge), gonna take a warm shower, dress up casually, shop at klcc, bck home, continue writing; writing my lab report.

Love song

2005-12-04T15:54:00.000+08:00

以前 , 我很喜歡聽日語歌 , 後來才發現 , 我始終找不到一首 all-time-favourite。我想,可能是不能清楚的了解歌詞而無法投入旋律。

为什么情歌至今依然是首要题材?
原因 : 写实、贴切、反映戀人或戀過的人的心情。

剛拿到陈绮贞的「華麗的冒險」。偏爱以下這两首歌 <self> & <表面的和平>，大概也是因為上述的原因吧！

self
唱/词/曲：陈绮贞　

几次悔过, 掩埋狂妄的恶魔

感觉却好像毁弃善良的自我

几次脆弱掩饰不甘的示弱

这就是我

再说我也不特别渴求永久

其实我也无法忠于单一感受

静止了沉溺了无声的灭绝

晕眩

是我拒绝你已清醒的双眼

是我召唤你眼底的错觉

就让我用力砸毁轻声的诺言

拥抱瞬间

是我用真实的编造了谎言

也是我用残破的猜测这世界

就让我回应你已失序的狂野

虚伪瞬间

是我

几次悔过掩埋狂妄的恶魔

这感觉却好像毁弃了善良的自我

静止了沉溺了　无声的灭绝

退怯

是我拒绝你已清醒的双眼

是我召唤你眼底的错觉

就让我用力砸毁轻声的诺言

拥抱瞬间

是我用真实的编造了谎言

就算我用残破的猜测这世界

再一次回应你已失序的狂野

我们表演

是我用真实的编造了谎言

就算我用残破的证实这世界

再一次让我嚐尽犯错的甜美

甜美瞬间

是你带我经过纯洁的瞬间

无悔无邪

表面的和平

唱/词/曲：陈绮贞　

我也无所谓
你说什么都对当我已经变成了你零碎的時間

终于有机会让自己再沉淀

让我回到过去不再为你而
分裂

我竟然如此执著于星座配对

但是对我们的感觉我比谁都要强烈

我曾经仔细听

你说的大道理

我曾经认识你

像小孩的任性

我曾经凝视你

你眼睛里的熱情

小心不跌入你流失的回忆

终于有机会让自己再沉淀

让我回到过去毫无恐惧的直言

是你太松懈还是我一向
太尖锐

当你不止一次脱口而出曾是对别人的称谓

我曾经仔细听

你说的大道理

曾经小心翼翼

维持表面的和平

曾经认真反省
不唱昨日的歌曲

小心不跌入你流失的回忆

为了不让你伤心
伤了我的心

我超喜歡陈绮贞的歌﹐你呢?

I like Cheer Chen (Taiwanese singer)

2005-12-03T02:19:00.000+08:00

Tonight, I feel...
hear this song before?
http://midi.club.st/lyrics/lych/ch31/lyrics31_6.htm
(click the name of the midi composer, u'll hear the melody.)

唱/詞/曲：陳綺貞
會不會　　　
離開你的視線
卸下我為你偽裝的容顏
紅的唇　白的臉　灰色的午夜

離開你的世界
讓情緒完完整整的渲洩
冷的心　熱的淚　空白的想念

我想今夜就這樣吧
就算孤獨也無所謂
也許有一天你開始後悔
會不會
會不會

Literature Review+MSN

2005-11-30T18:12:00.000+08:00

Do u knw wat is literature review? Any idea on how one can review without literature.
Can’t proceed lab work, somebody spoiled the expensive Image Analyser. Why is it my turn?
The Leica salesman on leave till nexwk, why now? why is him? why Leica? Anyone else can help me fix it? My lab-asst called him Deric. If he’s a leng-jai, then, I’ll forgive him.

Bck home, I was chatted whole noon. Here were some quotes:

Sharon said: ‘It’s hard when thing is beyond ur control.’ (I agree).
Chen shared voice clip with me. Sound funny.
Bebe lau-gei.
Soh jst backed from India, said: ‘U won't knw how fortunate u’r, til u go to India.’ Might be true, but, I’m suffering now, Soh...
Sacha said: ‘working aboard is good, as long as u dun ever mention abt die.’
JN was looking for some1 to repair her notebook.
Stanley told me a predicted news.(good/bad? only he could tell)
PV, hilariously discussed abt beautifying our appearance & body shape. 「美白」、「瘦身」、「纖體」、「健美」、「保養」, a never-ending story. I want to hear, I want to knw. I want to work it out. I want to become prettier.

哪個女人唔愛靚?

I miss…

2005-11-29T16:28:00.000+08:00

stl missing…

the days and the people that I used to meet up with

(you know who you are-I know what it was-they know who they are)

Here is the recap of the lil something that happened in the past 2 mths:

I was super busy since i started the temp-job at FPAM, the happiest job that I’d worked. My sleeping all messed up! Awesome to meet new people, new colleagues (diff-age, diff-characters, same birthday, hehe...).Great treats by boss.
My birthday, Ken-Ken’s birthday, 2nd sis’s birthday (today),yuoh-huh!!: Happy Birthday Qiu!
Sick: vomit & fever.
I like the ‘grape’ song. I’m really liking the ‘grape’ song!
44.5 -> 44 -> 42.5 -> 42 -> 41.5 -> 41kg… …
Chat wt kuan almost 30min each day (journey to ofc). She is 5 yrs older than I am. Talking, teaching, encouraging, caring, learning, sharing, laughing, most importantly, the 2nd last day, she told me an incident that annoying her, YES, it reminded me the ultimate goal of pursuing a higher degree, I almost forgotten, the reason why I made this decision since 8 yrs ago.
Sometime, we are too busy to settle current task or too over to enjoy current jubilance; overlook the basic, the ultimate that leads us to the happiness end.
Pilates. Learn Pilates from frens. Degree of difficulty:8/10, so hard. Guess, Yoga should be easier, gonna start training Yoga before I continue proceeding Pilates.
It was a raining night. Witnessed 2 accidents when driving from Cheras 9 mile to 3.5 mile (both happened in front of my car). I was utterly shocked!
I cracked my tooth while eating sushi. The day was bad. The truth was worse. Well, I suppose, the worst was the lie!
I spent the bonus credit that Digi gave me to purchase 2 caller tunes:
1)流行曲 by林海峰 (I like Jan Lamb)
2)If by ‘Bread’ (The 1st song that taught by my 1st guitar teacher 8 yrs ago)
Call me up more often; you can hear the songs play randomly…
Irresistible smile loosen up midday!
Now, I’m listening to this song:
“我不敢去證實　愛你兩個字… …

如果你已經不能控制　每天想我一次如果你因為我而誠實　如果你看我的電影　聽我愛的CD　如果你能帶我一起旅行…” dedicate to you.

What a tough life I live indeed.

Full of imagination and temptation.

long lost days...

2005-11-28T02:36:00.000+08:00

2 mths, since the last update to this blog.

Nothing much changes, but additional sources keep ruining my basic lifestyle. One of my Christian friends told me; ppl alwz say, having a religion meaning that, one has to commit to ‘god’ for life; to the contrary... is the opposite (I couldn’t get her).

How far does it true? I’m stl a freethinker, no idea… (She knows me well, so do I, guess I’m avoiding instead of accepting the truth.)

My best friend gives me two pairs of angel’s wings earrings for my 25th birthday. I love it. Anyhow, angels on my ears are still far to reach my heart. I have a devil’s heart. I've been living in this world for a quarter of a century; never feel so lose of oneself, myself.

I try to keep things fairly normal and stable on this study period. Nevertheless, WHO can resist from temptation? Especially when you’ve found a unique in a zillion.
Have you ever try on a dress, which does not match ur size? What would u do?

Buy it? (wear it to satisfy urslf only whn u r standing in front of ur mirror?) or
Tryin to forget it, ignore, leave it? (but, keep thinking of it. wondering, have any1 bought it?)
To me, for sure I’ll buy it if I can afford. I want to possess the entire things I like (not many, if you get to know me well, I’m choosy in picking my favourite, if u’re that special one, u’re lucky enough to have a ‘master’ like me, I’ll appreciate what I’ve (‘d) owned, for life).

Will quarantine myself for a month; back to the usual routine, achieve my ultimate goal.

study-career---
Health
DO NOT simply lose temper (can you help me to cure this bad habit?)

How many of you can clearly understand all these crap? Are you the only one? Or one of the brilliant cells in my mind? Thanks for spending time understand my feelings.